January 2010
Fake People
Get lost and get gone
Favorite Albums Of 2009!
I will be posting that hopefully tonight, have a couple of things I need to add on to it.
December 2009
“A world without you is a world I could only wish for
A world with out is a...”
– Parkway Drive
Just
Leave
Vanish
Disappear
Evaporate
How much do I have to wish to make sure that I will never see you again?
I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure that you are erased from the tongues and memories of everyone who knows you
Be gone
“You forgot that in your fairy tale
I’m the wolf
All this attention got...”
– The Dillinger Escape Plan
New Dillinger Escape Plan song →
My brain freaking melted when I heard this new track, sooo stoked for Option Paralysis!
“There’s just something about you that rubs me wrong
You’re not...”
– A Day to Remember
When I look at old pictures
From a year ago it brings an uneasy feeling to my stomach
So stupid
So naive
I should have known better
I forced myself
To think better of you
And the choices you made
But you proved me wrong every time
You are not my friend
You are not even an acquaintance
You are someone who I thought I knew and was wrong
You are someone I have to put up with
Fake
Liar
Two-face
I wish you would disappear and never come back
Please evaporate from this place and never return
If the weather gets bad
Tonight here in Waynesville, I might not be able to see my family tomorrow for Christmas.
: /
What I have
Is slowly fading
“Broke, sore, laughing more
Got my friends, got my songs, got it out and...”
– Polar Bear Club
Could this holiday
Get any worse?
Besides having to work like two weeks without a day off my Dad called me today and let me know my Grandpa is back in the hospital. He has an aneurism in his stomach which is causing him bad back pain. He’s up in St. Louis at Barnes-Jewish hospital so he’s in good care, but he’s gonna be up there for a week while they do surgery and monitor him. That means...
Reveal
You think your a saint but I know who you really are. You’ll be exposed, your true colors pouring out all over the floor. They’re as dirty as the lies you have spread. Don’t try and clean this mess up, just let it seep between the cracks in the floor. Everyone now knows about the blasphemy you spread, so why are you trying to cover it up? Please give up, nobody likes to see you swimming...
Detached
Cut the cord. Disconnect yourself from here, from all that you know. Put up your walls so no one can get to you. How could you think this is normal? You warp reality to accommodate your needs, manipulate begins to better suit yourself. You’re miles from home and you refuse to check in with the ones that matter most. Time and time again you’ve fed us lies and we took the bait; hook,...
“Go wreck yourself and see who helps you then
You think I’ll care?
Baby I...”
– Myself
You don't fool me
Not for one second. Everyone else might think your genuine but I can see straight through you. That fake smile, your black heart, you truly make me sick. I’ll expose you to everyone and show them who you really are, then you’ll have nothing to hide behind.
You keep messing with my friends
And I’m going to get really really angry. You are quite possibly the most foolish and ignorant person I have ever come across in my 20 years on this Earth. Please go away and never come back.
